08 May 2008
idk, but why do people ignore each other when something happened in the past..i know its "awkward" or something but why cant they just laugh it off!!? i mean, who's fault is it anyway? its weird..actually, there is someone who's been ignoring me for 2-3 months now, idk why..i really really want to talk to this person and ask how is he/she, how's it going, i have ALOT of questions and ALOT of stories to tell but idk if this person will ever talk to me again..its hard, i dont want to make the "first move" though, but i really really wanna do it, idk what's been stopping me..nasanay na siguro akoh na lagi koh siyang kausap, laging kakwentutah, kadamayan, well, atleast, i know were still friends but doesn't talk.. :( OH MEN! WHY?!?!
Ranting time! erm, lagi na lang siyang pa-importante!! DAMMIT!! the "feel sorry for me"!! well, yeah, its working you can stop now!! UGH!!
WHAT A BIATCH?!?! Oh well, i still LOVE this person no matter what! <333
P.S. I dont know who got eliminated on Idol today, i havent watch AI since Carly left! :(
and oh, some advice, if there's someone that you're mad at or like no communication at all, do something, get in touch with him/her or it might be too late to say what you've wanted to say!
a txt msg from azir:
"One time nagayaya akoh, di kau sumama
tas nagulat akoh ng bigla kaung dumating
wearing my fave color, black shirt
wow..! color coding..napaluha akoh,
i tried to hug u but then i cant
tas umiyak kau..lalung naiyak akoh..
coz i saw myself lying on a coffin..
guys buti na lang namatay akoh..
atleast, naging kumpleto tau kahit anino na lang akoh!
(mahirap kc kau pagsamasamahin nung buhay pa akoh)"
:(
xoxo,
GirLforGotteN
;)
Ranting time! erm, lagi na lang siyang pa-importante!! DAMMIT!! the "feel sorry for me"!! well, yeah, its working you can stop now!! UGH!!
WHAT A BIATCH?!?! Oh well, i still LOVE this person no matter what! <333
P.S. I dont know who got eliminated on Idol today, i havent watch AI since Carly left! :(
and oh, some advice, if there's someone that you're mad at or like no communication at all, do something, get in touch with him/her or it might be too late to say what you've wanted to say!
a txt msg from azir:
"One time nagayaya akoh, di kau sumama
tas nagulat akoh ng bigla kaung dumating
wearing my fave color, black shirt
wow..! color coding..napaluha akoh,
i tried to hug u but then i cant
tas umiyak kau..lalung naiyak akoh..
coz i saw myself lying on a coffin..
guys buti na lang namatay akoh..
atleast, naging kumpleto tau kahit anino na lang akoh!
(mahirap kc kau pagsamasamahin nung buhay pa akoh)"
:(
xoxo,
GirLforGotteN
;)